i need to go to a REHAB. seriously.
Can I take one year off off work?
(singing mode: Boston)
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
i'm so lucky
1. i'm so lucky my car broke down this evening but there's someone to help me
2. i'm so lucky i got chickenpox during semester break!
3. i'm so lucky i broke my feet also during semester break!
4. i'm so lucky i've lost my scientific calculator soooo many times but yet the calculator found his way back to me..
5. i'm so lucky i have a job!
6. i'm so lucky even though my job sucks but the pay is oh-kay!
7. i'm so lucky working in headquarters that i knew people and people knew me!
8. i'm so lucky in love! whatever that means...
9. i'm so lucky for being young!
10. i'm so lucky i poop gold coins! (yayy!!... okay that was overreacting).
COUNT YOUR BLESSING NOW WHEN YOU STILL CAN...
2. i'm so lucky i got chickenpox during semester break!
3. i'm so lucky i broke my feet also during semester break!
4. i'm so lucky i've lost my scientific calculator soooo many times but yet the calculator found his way back to me..
5. i'm so lucky i have a job!
6. i'm so lucky even though my job sucks but the pay is oh-kay!
7. i'm so lucky working in headquarters that i knew people and people knew me!
8. i'm so lucky in love! whatever that means...
9. i'm so lucky for being young!
10. i'm so lucky i poop gold coins! (yayy!!... okay that was overreacting).
COUNT YOUR BLESSING NOW WHEN YOU STILL CAN...
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
random thoughts
1. Baru mau putih (kununla) balik, kena ajak pegi snorkeling di Manukan next week...
Memang kena betul la Tahun Afrika tahun ni...
2. Dalam dilema... mau amik kos tu ka nda?? Due sampai Friday dis week....!
3. Lemak di perut adalah sebanyak 30%!! clap, clap, clap... "look what industrial
product done on me..."
4. Tengah bingung fikir macamana mau cari duit lebih...!
5. Hey Sexy Lady from ku-ku-kuala lumpur... Addict sama lagu ini..!
6. Tiba-tiba rasa Blackberry macam best...!
7. Bagus tangkap tokek..... tapi geliiiii!!!
8. Ada budak indon tu... umur 2 tahun tapi isap sigup 40 batang sari.. marvellous!
9. Definisi seksi terbaru adalah Bono... uhhh
10. Tetapi Ethan Hawke tetap di hati... wawawawa
11. Apa gia password Twitter saya tu? Aiiya... ID pun lupa!
12. Sakit pantat cirit-birit tadi pagi... Sampai sikalang masi sakit woh...
13. Kepala pun mannnyaaakkk belat wohhh... itu anginn aaaa mannyakk masuk wwoohh
14. Kenapa saya cakap macam kena sampuk Apek..!
15. Nasib apek, kalau kaling???
16. Ohh saya bingung... (@_@)
Memang kena betul la Tahun Afrika tahun ni...
2. Dalam dilema... mau amik kos tu ka nda?? Due sampai Friday dis week....!
3. Lemak di perut adalah sebanyak 30%!! clap, clap, clap... "look what industrial
product done on me..."
4. Tengah bingung fikir macamana mau cari duit lebih...!
5. Hey Sexy Lady from ku-ku-kuala lumpur... Addict sama lagu ini..!
6. Tiba-tiba rasa Blackberry macam best...!
7. Bagus tangkap tokek..... tapi geliiiii!!!
8. Ada budak indon tu... umur 2 tahun tapi isap sigup 40 batang sari.. marvellous!
9. Definisi seksi terbaru adalah Bono... uhhh
10. Tetapi Ethan Hawke tetap di hati... wawawawa
11. Apa gia password Twitter saya tu? Aiiya... ID pun lupa!
12. Sakit pantat cirit-birit tadi pagi... Sampai sikalang masi sakit woh...
13. Kepala pun mannnyaaakkk belat wohhh... itu anginn aaaa mannyakk masuk wwoohh
14. Kenapa saya cakap macam kena sampuk Apek..!
15. Nasib apek, kalau kaling???
16. Ohh saya bingung... (@_@)
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
hidden passion
sekarang musim cuti skolah. musim kawen. macam biasalah, soalan wajib sedunia: kau bila lagi? bah, kalau ada jangan tunggu lama-lama. thanks for the advice only this time I chose to keep it aside.. nanti kalau perlu baru kasi kluar. hehehe.
kepada kawan-kawan yang suda dapat jodoh syukur alhamdulillah. saya bukan nda ready mau kawin. bila-bila masa ja ni. eseh.
sebenarnya saya bukan mau cakap pasal kawin. tapi tadi saya selongkar-selongkar laci jumpa kad kawin kawan saya. hati saya sayu. hahaha mengarut. nda lah, saya tengok-tengok itu kad, ingat zaman skolah.
dulu saya suka buat kad. saya sangat suka buat kad sampai boleh kasi habis masa berjam-jam buat sebiji kad.sebiji kad saja okkk... saya rasa puas hati kalau berjaya siapkan handmade card yang cantik. tapi kalau nda cantik, saya simpan ja last2 nda tebagi sama orang yang saya mau bagi. huhuhu.
mana pegi itu passion? saya pun nda taw. saya rasa, saya ada hidden passion untuk seni, walaupun nda berapa ada bakat. rasa macam mau turn back time pula untuk switch pegi kelas seni instead of kelas muzik time f1 sampai f3. bukan pandai main alat muzik pun selain recorder! daaaa
time f4 saya ambil kelas seni kejap. kejapppppp ja. dalam tengah bulan drop. sebabnya saya tiada basic mewarna, nda pandai guna warna air. lepastu student yang masuk kelas seni sumanya mantap-mantap! rozilahwati, zarir, super syan-shine and not forgetting one of my geng karas si mlaps. perrghhh mimang bakat2 seni lukis tanahair...
time paling sya malas adalah time post moterm. yalah lukisan paling bidak kan mana tahan kena kritik depan-depan. ala-ala masuk AFla perasaan dia.. lepastu cegu daud punya laser atagaaaaaaaa..... ko tau la kalau orang-orang seni ni. lukisan memanglah berkias tapi kalau bab becakappp... tai lah bekias2... memang tida tahan oo time tu..
jadi sebab itulah tanpa berfikir panjang, bila ada peluang mo drop saya terus drop serta-merta. time tu saya rasa macam telepas suda satu bala... bala kena laser tiap-tiap minggu.
sekarang bila fikir2 rasa sayang juga... mungkin berbaloi juga tahan mulut laser cegu tu sekejap. tp ntah la. maybe itu time saya rasa banyak benda mau yang lebih priority untuk concentrate other than seni. sebab macam saya cakap, saya bukannya ada bakat sangat jadi saya perlu banyak-banyak-banyak-banyak usaha untuk score A...
tapi ada satu yang saya tidak boleh lupa. ada one week kena suruh lukis apa benda ntah. saya pegi lukis spider. time post moterm kena hentam kaler tidak sekata. tapi.... ada one thing yang cegu komen. dia bilang lukisan saya : "Exotic".
hehe. kenangan manis. :)
trima kasih cegu, walaupun ko laser.
bila saya ingat balik ni saya rasa bersemangat. walaupun tiada kena mengena dengan kerja sekarang... tapi it is good to remember the feel. u know what feeling? the enthusiasm and passion of doing something u really like. and u dont even care how the outcome sebab yang penting adalah proses @ journey yang dilalui time buat itu benda... wahhh i cannot even put that in words? kamu paham ka ni.. paham2 la sendiri aahh....
wah. its good to reminisce.
at least i know i was once live. and alive. :)
kepada kawan-kawan yang suda dapat jodoh syukur alhamdulillah. saya bukan nda ready mau kawin. bila-bila masa ja ni. eseh.
sebenarnya saya bukan mau cakap pasal kawin. tapi tadi saya selongkar-selongkar laci jumpa kad kawin kawan saya. hati saya sayu. hahaha mengarut. nda lah, saya tengok-tengok itu kad, ingat zaman skolah.
dulu saya suka buat kad. saya sangat suka buat kad sampai boleh kasi habis masa berjam-jam buat sebiji kad.sebiji kad saja okkk... saya rasa puas hati kalau berjaya siapkan handmade card yang cantik. tapi kalau nda cantik, saya simpan ja last2 nda tebagi sama orang yang saya mau bagi. huhuhu.
mana pegi itu passion? saya pun nda taw. saya rasa, saya ada hidden passion untuk seni, walaupun nda berapa ada bakat. rasa macam mau turn back time pula untuk switch pegi kelas seni instead of kelas muzik time f1 sampai f3. bukan pandai main alat muzik pun selain recorder! daaaa
time f4 saya ambil kelas seni kejap. kejapppppp ja. dalam tengah bulan drop. sebabnya saya tiada basic mewarna, nda pandai guna warna air. lepastu student yang masuk kelas seni sumanya mantap-mantap! rozilahwati, zarir, super syan-shine and not forgetting one of my geng karas si mlaps. perrghhh mimang bakat2 seni lukis tanahair...
time paling sya malas adalah time post moterm. yalah lukisan paling bidak kan mana tahan kena kritik depan-depan. ala-ala masuk AFla perasaan dia.. lepastu cegu daud punya laser atagaaaaaaaa..... ko tau la kalau orang-orang seni ni. lukisan memanglah berkias tapi kalau bab becakappp... tai lah bekias2... memang tida tahan oo time tu..
jadi sebab itulah tanpa berfikir panjang, bila ada peluang mo drop saya terus drop serta-merta. time tu saya rasa macam telepas suda satu bala... bala kena laser tiap-tiap minggu.
sekarang bila fikir2 rasa sayang juga... mungkin berbaloi juga tahan mulut laser cegu tu sekejap. tp ntah la. maybe itu time saya rasa banyak benda mau yang lebih priority untuk concentrate other than seni. sebab macam saya cakap, saya bukannya ada bakat sangat jadi saya perlu banyak-banyak-banyak-banyak usaha untuk score A...
tapi ada satu yang saya tidak boleh lupa. ada one week kena suruh lukis apa benda ntah. saya pegi lukis spider. time post moterm kena hentam kaler tidak sekata. tapi.... ada one thing yang cegu komen. dia bilang lukisan saya : "Exotic".
hehe. kenangan manis. :)
trima kasih cegu, walaupun ko laser.
bila saya ingat balik ni saya rasa bersemangat. walaupun tiada kena mengena dengan kerja sekarang... tapi it is good to remember the feel. u know what feeling? the enthusiasm and passion of doing something u really like. and u dont even care how the outcome sebab yang penting adalah proses @ journey yang dilalui time buat itu benda... wahhh i cannot even put that in words? kamu paham ka ni.. paham2 la sendiri aahh....
wah. its good to reminisce.
at least i know i was once live. and alive. :)
Believe
If there's one thing to believe,
then I believe that WISH DO COME TRUE...
It's only a matter of time. :)
(and effort, of course)
Like the time I wish I know how to swim. Or that time I wish I have enough guts to drive. Or that time I wish to go to Mabul. Or that time I wish I met someone special.
Like I said, it's a matter of time. Some wishes are new, some are old. It's either sooner, or later.
So let's make wishes right now!
I WISH...
1. *****
2. *****
3. *****
there. I wish.
AMINN....
then I believe that WISH DO COME TRUE...
It's only a matter of time. :)
(and effort, of course)
Like the time I wish I know how to swim. Or that time I wish I have enough guts to drive. Or that time I wish to go to Mabul. Or that time I wish I met someone special.
Like I said, it's a matter of time. Some wishes are new, some are old. It's either sooner, or later.
So let's make wishes right now!
I WISH...
1. *****
2. *****
3. *****
there. I wish.
AMINN....
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Goosebumps
Yesterday I went back home late around 2 am after watching midnight movie about some green creature. When I reached home, as usual I unlocked the front grill only to found out that somebody has locked the sliding door from inside. Having no way to get in, I called my brother’s fiancé who happens to stay for the night and sharing the room with me.
At second attempt call, she picked up. She sounds surprised when I asked her to open the door for me.
After a while she opened the alternate door for me.
“I thought you already sleep”
“Nah… Sorry to wake you but somebody locked the glass door. I couldn’t get in”
She went upstairs and I went straight to the laundry room and changed. After doing some toilet business, I was ready to go to bed.
Luckily, she left the light on when I get in my room. At least I would not have to wake her again. But as I’m getting my bed ready, she spoke:
“I really thought you already sleep”
“Nah, I went out. You remember? I’m in my jeans when you last saw me”
“Really? I thought I heard you climbed to your bed”
“It’s was just your imagination”
She paused.
“You even said “good night” “
Now it was my turn to paused.
“Nah… it was just a dream”
“But it was so real…. And I wasn’t asleep yet”
Paused again. Thinking.
“Then it was a very good dream” I replied.
Then there was silence. Luckily I am too tired to think. Switch off the lights, and went straight to sleep.
But before I fall into my dreams, I can’t help but questioned: If only she was not dreaming…
Then, who, exactly, climbed on my bed and wish her Good Night???
Shivers.
AKU ADA GIMBARAN KAHH??? OHHH TIDAAAAKKKKKKKK.
At second attempt call, she picked up. She sounds surprised when I asked her to open the door for me.
After a while she opened the alternate door for me.
“I thought you already sleep”
“Nah… Sorry to wake you but somebody locked the glass door. I couldn’t get in”
She went upstairs and I went straight to the laundry room and changed. After doing some toilet business, I was ready to go to bed.
Luckily, she left the light on when I get in my room. At least I would not have to wake her again. But as I’m getting my bed ready, she spoke:
“I really thought you already sleep”
“Nah, I went out. You remember? I’m in my jeans when you last saw me”
“Really? I thought I heard you climbed to your bed”
“It’s was just your imagination”
She paused.
“You even said “good night” “
Now it was my turn to paused.
“Nah… it was just a dream”
“But it was so real…. And I wasn’t asleep yet”
Paused again. Thinking.
“Then it was a very good dream” I replied.
Then there was silence. Luckily I am too tired to think. Switch off the lights, and went straight to sleep.
But before I fall into my dreams, I can’t help but questioned: If only she was not dreaming…
Then, who, exactly, climbed on my bed and wish her Good Night???
Shivers.
AKU ADA GIMBARAN KAHH??? OHHH TIDAAAAKKKKKKKK.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
tagged by Cikrean ku syg...
lama tda main game ini. mari kta mulakan...
1. apa yang bermain di fikiran sekarang?
mau mandi!!
2. apakah nama samaran you all?
mlin. hehe
3. berikan 3 org yg you all syg?
3 orang mana cukup. kasi kategori lah:
1. family
2. frens
3. luv ones
4. panggilan untuk si dia?
sayang. ceh. salah. sayang adalah lagu terbaru dayang norfaiezah.
5. hadiah yg u all impikan drpd seseorg yg istimewa?
flowers!!! eh, on a second thought...
apa-apa yang bernilai sebulan gaji... (benchmark: gaji saya)
alaa gaji saya bukan besar pun... nda bangkrap lah.
6. blog mane yg you all suke visit
blog member-member...
7. tag kan kpd 15 followers korg
wow wee banyaknya follower sia... tp ini ja la yg sya tag:
mlap, dibe, chan (uiyo blog suda berisi...!!)
tu ja la.
sekian.
1. apa yang bermain di fikiran sekarang?
mau mandi!!
2. apakah nama samaran you all?
mlin. hehe
3. berikan 3 org yg you all syg?
3 orang mana cukup. kasi kategori lah:
1. family
2. frens
3. luv ones
4. panggilan untuk si dia?
sayang. ceh. salah. sayang adalah lagu terbaru dayang norfaiezah.
5. hadiah yg u all impikan drpd seseorg yg istimewa?
flowers!!! eh, on a second thought...
apa-apa yang bernilai sebulan gaji... (benchmark: gaji saya)
alaa gaji saya bukan besar pun... nda bangkrap lah.
6. blog mane yg you all suke visit
blog member-member...
7. tag kan kpd 15 followers korg
wow wee banyaknya follower sia... tp ini ja la yg sya tag:
mlap, dibe, chan (uiyo blog suda berisi...!!)
tu ja la.
sekian.
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