on missing someone

I wanna write "I miss you" on a rock and throw it at your face so you know how much it hurts to miss you.

True Story.

strong

ada kawan berpesan, bila dihadapkan dengan masalah, sentiasalah ikut kata akal bukan kata hati. dan saya berpegang kepada prinsip tersebut. sebab saya percaya kita kena kuat bukan lemah.

CHAIYOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

if i have a daughter i'm gonna call her Zara

we had a conversation back from Tambunan about what we should name our kids. it was a bit weird because none of us are married....or about to get married.

but as the list goes on... from haziq to daniel to adam to natalia to nathaniel to hazel... we also come across funny names.

like this one guest from my friend's workplace. the guy name is Bukit Harapan. err, i dont mean to be rude, but, LMFAO!!!! and by that name what should the nick be? Bukit? Harap? Rapan? LOL i cannot help myself...

last time at my old workplace when we got some free time, we would browse to the directory just to scan people with funny names! haha.. like this guy, his name is XXXX bin Setan.. their friends would hilariously called him Anak Setan. how awful.

i cannot imagine these people (with funny names) are like during their childhood. must be hard eh??

how to ditch your boyfriend

ditulis dalam broken english.

this not apply for all situation. just a specific one, like this:

so you figured out that your bf is a scumbag and is playing behind you.or maybe your bf did not treat you right, never return your calls or sms, and once in a blue moon suddenly asked you out. and after the date he disappeared. and reappear again, suddenly!

you are jaded. you wanna out of this relationship but when you dump him (with or without warning), the once in a blue moon guy appear and it melts you down. but seriously, you are fed up! although you know that maybe you still have feelings... but this situation is getting you crazier (every day!). you realized you cannot change him to make him treat you better. and you just, wanna, out of this relationship.

if you ever try to dump him with or without knowledge,surprise surprise, he came back to you! and things repeat itself again. date, laugh, and he drop you at your home and then pffff! silence! only call when he feels like to and that is : once a month. or if he is in a good mood probably once in 2 weeks.

that's a torture. especially when you are living at the same city and your workplace is only 5 mins away..driving.

so how? here's the way :

make him feel jaded too. sms him many many times. call him many many times. do not curse. but plead. beg. pour all your emotional feelings out. make him CRAZY.

he will get bored and trust me, he'll launched the handicap war. you know, the silent mode.

and then for some weird reasons he may contact you again. if he does, you know it is just because of his guilty pleasure.... you already talked to him not to bother you anymore but when he still do. please repeat:

sms, sms, sms..... and give him looooooong messages. get angry, emotional, stress, make he feels guilty and remorse for calling you back.

trust me.

IT WORKS. he'll never try to contact you again.

and.... you may live happily ever after without him. more peaceful.

loneliness is just a matter of time. you'll find someone better.

a guy like that, it's not worth it. very selfish. and indecisive.

what's troubling me... some changes in the management...

i have just received the news from joj. our company may be (or WILL be) taken over by a super giant company. is it good, or is it good... ?

on the positive side this could be a very good opportunity. based from the company profile, it have huge security, lots to learn, banyak cabang.... dsb...

but...

i kinda have a "thing" w big companies. i hate policies and procedures, the way their system runs, audits (fuckin lots of audits u know), and of course, office politics! and protocols! and.... *sigh* i can go on and on w this thing...

i am sooooo gonna miss my life right now. and of course our beloved MD. he is a good man, never been pushy but at the same time u have full respect of him. tolerable. and this life right now, is totally a LIFE. because it balance out Life + Work.

now I have a glimpse of my past during the day I worked at THE factory. damn damn damn. pakai uniform, ada punch card, meeting setiap pagi, rest time limited dan paling ngeri hari-hari balik lambat... :( ... urgh! semak otak saya... !

well if the management is going to change, i pray that it is not going to be nightmare. please. not even close to nightmare.

but let's hope. and pray. that. the management. will. remain. status quo.

never underestimate the power of a prayer. ameen