Thursday, December 15, 2011

tunggang-langgang

sejak kerja di company jepun dekat setahun, (setahun jak punnn) my written and spoken english agak tunggang langgang. grammer ntah apa2. suda la aku grammer nie mimang ndak berapa. tp klaw setakat mo ispiking-ispiking tue... bole la mo tembirang sikit2...

tp inglis jipun ni slamba dia jak. ndak payah pikir. ko translate ja bulat2 bahasa melayu tu pigi english. few examples:

a. "linda-san where? down ka?" linda ko di mana, di bawah ka?
b. "give me..... eat" *sambil buat2 signal mengunyah* bagi saya makanan
c. "lida-san no tell" linda tidak kasi taw saya
d. ayat dalam email ..." i thinking ne, machine down" pada pendapat saya, mesin harus dibaiki..

ko tinguk tu, manala mo pakai english susa2.ayat simple2 cukup. advantage dia ko nda payah ambil masa yang lama untuk mengarang. time aku deal dengan customer pun lebih kurang, cuma ndak la sesimple (read:dasyat) mcm ayat jipun ckp english.... asal faham dan kemas...

sekarang masuk company baru, banyak deal dengan kementerian2, gov entities, dll.. yang harus menggunakan bukan sahaja proper english, malah ayat-ayat rasmi berbau skema. saya klaw karang-karang surat/mail/report tahap mo masuk kementerian nie memang begagar lutut jga la... bukan takut, tp mo polish itu ayat supaya nampak ala-ala professional tu ba... alalala.... agak mencabar for me la...

tapi benda nie boleh di polish bah kan?

i need at least to start somewhere.... but definitely not here. heh.

sementara menunggu waktu balik....

i am bored, i have nothing better to do, my ongoing works are pending because waiting for EPC to be finalized, my office are in huru-hara condition because we are supposedly going to move to new office, my boss not around,holiday mood is here (christmassss and a hepy nu yr!) i have internet connection.... ok, ok, the bottom line is i am "stealing some bones"....

some rambling thoughts....

1. my life has changed back from senawang. a lot more HAPPIER, and promising future, insyaAllah.

2. meeting sucks and always will.

3. boyfriends, boyfriends.... screw them! i need a husband! LOL

4. tummy? yeah since 2001. dan makin bertambah...!

5. freaking blackheads. cosmetic doesnt help much. why why why? so many laaaaa

6. true harmony beauty saloon sucks. they suck your money only. product good, i like. but once u sign up the package, they dont care about their service. pluck pluck pluck only. and then kasar-kasar. buduh!

7. saya belum gaji. hmmmm sabarrrrrrrrrr

8. company have cuti for 1 week or 2. not sure yet. but i hope 2 weeks. for xmas n nu year.

9. my sweet baby pajero rosak lagi. have plans to changed to old merc. 2.4 pun 2.4 la, asal nda kuat rosak. whats the diff? pajero also 2.5.

10. one of my BFFs actually give me KPI for next year: 0 accidents. yay!

11. another BFFs just turned 27 yesterday.

12. me n my BFFs (lagi2 BFF, ko igt ko paris hilton?? --->berkata kepada diri sendiri) are planning going to labuan sometime next month.

13. i plan to buy Dior perfume, mademoiselle. oh sweeeeeeeeeeeeet.

14. but my last year perfume also belum habis, how?

15. screw it. buy dior. last time perfume murah. hahahah

16. eh mau pukul lima suda? yeayyyyyy jum balik!!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Pelanduk sama pelanduk, gajah mati di tengah-tengah

Peribahasa yang tepat untuk menggambarkan situasi saya sekarang.

Tapi kenapa peribahasa dia berbunyi begitu? Mestikah saya yang di tengah-tengah digambarkan sebagai gajah? Oh, I tak rela you. Sudahlah sejak dua-menjak nie badan ibarat di pam-pam.

Jadi mari kita rephrase peribahasa tersebut. Gajah sama gajah, pelanduk (awww comelnya) mati di tengah-tengah. Ok ini lebih menarik.

Entry ini adalah kesinambungan daripada rasa stress semalam. Sambung lagi hari ni sebab ni hari pun meeting with the same entity lagi. Luckily semalam time tidur ndak masuk dalam mimpi.

Secara metaforanya begini...

Oh, metaforanya sudah di explain dalam peribahasa di atas.

Saya agak stress, saya perlu cuti dan bertapa di dalam gua untuk menurun ilmu supaya saya boleh fire orang-orang yang menyusahkan saya.

entry tension

blog ini rupa2nya masih hidup walaupun bersawang.

anyways, hari ini adalah hari yang sangat urrrrrghhhhh how to say? dia punya feeling macam ko mau hantar bomb pegi itu tempat. kalau boleh nuklear lagi.

ceritanya semua pasal kerja. pasal meeting. kena bomb la saya hari ni. but it is not fair for me lah. aii malas mo explain. tapi, have u ever imagine yg time ko meeting nie tiba-tiba the whole building kena hijack terrorist? atau tiba-tiba ada gempa bumi orang pertama tenggelam adalah itu chairman? atau tiba-tiba tengah meeting ko dissappear...? hah, i know u did!

tapi OK la.. wpun hari yang dasyat, at least i'm HOME. yeahhhh. tension2 pun masi ada family... lalalala... im gonna love my job i know i will just that it is still totally NEW for me...

welcome to my new life. ^_^

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

chaotic

adelah sangat chaotic dalam kepala. realizing there are so many things need to improve. so many! i'm exhausted. i feel like old 3g iphone with a minimum capability of multitasking. tlampau banyak mau di ingat dan di paham, dalam satu masa. blum abis satu, satu lagi. rasa mau bakar kilang. ber nda payah kerja. hahaha

im a bit whiner, mind you, but i ain't quitting. choice have been made and i dont look back.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Live Life for Today

Don't worry about the past, nothing you can do about them.
Don't worry about the future, things ain't going to happen unless its WRITTEN.
Live life for TODAY, as if you are going to die tomorrow.

If you are going to die tomorrow, what will you do today?

-La Tahzan.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Birthday

Thanx to Cikrean for the wishes. Muacchs to Cikrean… Sorry ya lambat notice, suda lama x sign in, sampai password pun lupa.

Finally I’m 26 @ 26th. Birthday di bulan puasa. Thanx to my peeps tahun ini saya dapat hadiah : Baju Hari Raya! Yeyy…! Lengkap dengan accessories gitu. Tapi I don’t get the necklace la, macam panjang berjela-jela. Try lilit sana, lilit sini.. tapi still bekulut. Later must bring to mysha or Mlap suru kasi pakai. Ngeee

A pleasant surprise on my birthday… Got a dozen of pink roses delivered @ office! Wau! Sangat teruja. Si pengirim tidak meletakkan nama pada delivery kad. So ala-ala dari secret admirer la gtu. Kekeke, sila muntah. Padahal saya tau ja sepa yang hantar. Satu ofis suda kecoh. Sebab mereka kecoh, jadi saya terpaksa menuntut flowers dari mereka juga...


Nice kaaaann??

(mcamana mau letak caption supaya dia di tengah2? ishhh.... letak ja la! )

Living a life for 26 years I guess nothing has changed much. Skolah to kerja adalah benda biasa. Apa juga mau expect kalau still single and living with parents. Lainlah kalau suda kawin dan beranak pinak. Tapi I love live like this. Very comfortable. Indeed, too comfortable sampai nda mau fikir apa-apa. He he.

Some of my friends knew the kind of dilemma I’m in. I had made my decisions but *sigh* haven’t got the guts to tell my mum. Well, I will. Pretty SOON.

Oh hari ini mau pegi Karams. Probably to facial and kalau rajin buat rambut. I’m getting sick with my own hairstyle (sebab sama ja dari dulu hahaha), thinking of getting sidebangs. Cute tak? Ptuih. But I cannot stand anything that covered my dahi la. Riiiimassss. But I’m going to try out anyway.

Dan kalau rajin lagi pegi office kemas barang. 1hb suda di Melawa kan...


Okeh saya ada satu soalan untul Ladies / Gentleman di luar sana. Wah banyaknya pembaca blog padahal itu-itu jak. My Q is: How important is “spark” to you? Jawab jangan tak jawab.

p/s: Blog agak slow moving sebab bulan puasa. Banyak benda mau kutuk tapi bulan puasa. Jadi paham-paham la kalau bulan puasa. Semua pun slow moving.